Ok, I know this song makes me sound so cheesy, but I have been listening to it non-stop and letting the tears run freely. I'm not sure why, but I have a feeling it's tethered to my beliefs in God and how He has so intricately and amazingly created not only my husband but also... Continue Reading →
Grief and Joy can co-exist
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7tcy4Zq8MjE This song hasn't been a stranger on this blog before. I know I've referenced more than a few times. But to me, its worth noting again. March 27th... I should be preparing for a 1st birthday party. Instead I'm full of a mixture of feelings that most people don't understand. So I don't talk... Continue Reading →
Changing Colors
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m0hoj28M7Ec You look at me with uncertainty You look at me with urgency You look at me with fear in your eyes Like you're about to fall away Don't be afraid to change your colours now I've known you all summer and you rose above it all I see you hesitate to fall now But... Continue Reading →
The Love I Know
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D8mKS_GRPlM He painted 'I love you' on the bridge Then watched them burn She bet all she had upon the love Now she's holding her cards and lost her turn Two hearts in search of wholeness Both willing to risk it all Could true love have fled so easily Leaving both broken from the... Continue Reading →
It Just Has To Be Ok…
2 years ago I knew that our journey would take some work. 2 years ago I knew that it might be hard. 1 year and 8 months ago I had to learn to accept that a natural pregnancy would never occur. 1 year and 4 months ago everything changed, and kept changing. I was wrecked... Continue Reading →
Celebrating Life 9/24/13 and Radical Changes
Baby B #2, It's been one full year since I said good bye, far too soon. I often feel guilty because I don't think about you nearly as much as the others. It all happened really fast, and I was wrapped up in so much anger that I just couldn't allow myself to go there. However,... Continue Reading →