Somehow… I blinked and another month whizzed on by. Between month 1 and month 2 we had Christmas and NYE. We had sleepless nights and restful night. We had good days… and some not so good days. But overall, I am head-over-heels IN LOVE with this little homeboy and he is pretty much a dream baby.
I love my children, they are a gift. However, my momming lately feels… well, I’m weary. 3 kids is not at all what I expected. It’s far easier than I thought- but also, much harder in ways I didn’t expect. Most days, I know there is not enough of me to fill in the gaps of 3 littles who constantly need me. It’s frustrating but- I guess that’s the space in which I pray that God fills in. Cause it’s a big space and really He’s the best filler.
Anyway- Cameron is amazing. He is happy. He is chill. He is chatty and oh so sweet. He still doesn’t scream in the car, he is still a decent sleeper, he still allows me to set him down for periods of time and he’s content to just be. The good Lord knew I needed a baby like him. And knowing he’s likely our last- makes me mourn that I might not ever have another 2 month old. So my heart aches each time I look at him.
These boys all love each other. Crosby and Kobe both get the biggest smiles from Cam. They adore him and he adores them. Cam enjoys chatting with them and Crosby excitedly tells me every time that Cam is saying Hi and that he knows how to talk already! It makes me giggle- but honestly, I’m sure Crosby knows exactly what Cam is saying.
Camerons’s Likes: he still loves to snuggle! Thankfully someone likes to snuggle me! He loves baths and oddly enough, he really loves a fresh diaper so diaper changes don’t bother him at all! He loves his big bro bro’s, he loves to chat and loves to smile!
Cameron’s Dislikes: homeboy hates gas bubbles. I mean, HATES. I don’t blame him at all. Not even a little. There isn’t much he doesn’t like, thankfully!
Nicknames: Homeboy, Bubba, bro-bro
We are in a pretty good routine, Cameron is fairly predictable and honestly super flexible. I am fully recovered and have felt great besides the extra fluff. I started working out once I was cleared to do so and I hope to get this body back to feeling good. In the meantime, I am learning extra grace is required- not only for me but for everyone else.
Having 3 boys is proving to be loud, busy, and extra fun! Learning to parent and show my affection for each one is unique and so different.